// GHP: Visual Arts//

I’ve got a lot of feels about GHP, okay?

So I’m going to rant them out here and probably only receive a response from Sara. Also there will be gratouitous Gifs in case you get bored reading.

So my statewide interview is February 4th in Atlanta and I need to bring a portfolio with me. They are very specific about what needs to be in it (3 drawings, 2 color artworks, 2 designs, 1 3-d piece, plus 5 extras if you want to add them, and a partridge in a pear tree). My problem is that in the process of gathering pieces I am becoming less and less confident about my abilities.I look at a picture and see juvenile flaws.

I’m just like “The eff was I thinking? What IS this?”

It’s maddening.

And all of the pieces I like my art teacher hates. And even though I know she probably knows better there’s a part of me thinking

So I keep taking pieces and redoing them. And it’s midnight, my interview is in less then 10 days, and I’m just a ball of nerves.

I just have to rock my interview and not let on about my anxiety.

The truth is I don’t think i have a snowballs chance in hell.

But I just want it so baaaaad!

In closing I am screwed and this is a dancing zebra.